Sunday, May 25, 2008

Report on My research on the Holy Spirit, and Me being Weird!


Summary/Report of Dare 2 Share Soul Fuel Articles

Introduction:
Before I left for Halifax, I realized that my relationship to the Holy Spirit was non-existent. I really wanted to become more acquainted with Him, since He does live inside me. Therefore, I have been studying what He is like, why I need a relationship with Him, and how I can depend or be filled with His power and control.
I started with the basics of reading many articles on Him from a ministry organization called Dare 2 Share on their articles about, “Who is the Holy Spirit and what does He do?” and “How do I get plugged into the power of the Holy Spirit?” I first started with learning about the Holy Spirit Himself, because getting to know someone is how most relationships start to build. After that, I realized that I should depend more on His power and allow Him to do His job within me. Also, I thought it was cool to have God living in me. So, here is a summary of my discoveries.

Part I: Who is the Holy Spirit and what does He do?
I began my research by learning more about the Holy Spirit Himself, before I learn about how I can be ‘filled’ with Him.
So, the Holy Spirit is the 3rd Person of the Trinity. So, He is equal with God the Father and God the Son (aka Jesus). He, like Jesus, has a lot of other names: Breath of God, Counselor, Friend, Spirit of God, etc. The Holy Spirit has been seen throughout the Old Testament, and I noticed He filled people like prophets and kings. It wasn’t until the New Testament at Pentecost when He started to fill all Christians. One of the best parts is that, unlike in the Old Testament where God took the Holy Spirit away because of their constant (and unrepentant) disobedience or if the task that required God’s Spirit was complete, the Holy Spirit will be with me forever!!
The Holy Spirit is here because (1) Jesus promised He would send Him (2) and because now that Jesus is not physically on Earth, the Holy Spirit is what fills the void that Jesus’ absence leaves. So, it means I have a friend to be with me 24/7.

(I’ll be jumping from subject to subject because I want too and I'm weird!!)

So, the Holy Spirit is God, which means He is all-powerful, all-knowing, the perfect combination of love and holiness. Some people think that He is some sort of ‘Force’ (like in Star Wars) or an ‘influence’ on the world. People’s opinions don’t make the Holy Spirit too... worldly, or worse: insignificant to the Christian life. That’s what I thought about Him, and I really didn’t give Him a second thought. Have you noticed I have been calling the Holy Spirit a ‘Him’ and not an ‘it’?
Not only is the Holy Spirit God, He is also a He; meaning, He is a Person. So, He has the same stuff that I do: a will of His own, a mind of His own, and His own emotions. It kind of made me sad and mad when I realized that not only did my sins put Jesus on the cross, and disappoints the Father, but it also makes the Holy Spirit sad, “And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption” (Ephesians 4:30). When that hit home, my hatred sin went to a new level, but I’ll discuss my anger/sadness about my sin in a different report.

The Holy Spirit has a job to do (just like the Father and Jesus). He helps me, and Christians in general, become more like Jesus. What I mean by that is that the Spirit wants us to become more Christ-like in character. Paul calls some of these character traits the ‘fruits of the Spirit’, “But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law” (Ephesians 5:22-23). Jesus mastered all of these, and showed us the example of how we are to live. The Holy Spirit helps us to do it. He also witnesses to non-Christians and ‘whispers’ the name of Jesus onto their souls.

What really hit home for me as I was reading these Soul Fuel articles is that GOD LIVES INSIDE ME!! I thought it was so cool that the moment I told Jesus at Acquire the Fire that I wanted to live for Him, the Holy Spirit moved right in. It never really hit home until these past couple of days that that is what really happened when I accepted Jesus. This means I’ll never be alone, and I really do have a friend that I can talk to and He’ll always be there. I think I started to really get to know Him because I had some opposition before coming to Halifax and I needed His guidance and strength to do what God wanted me to do. He can also help me to understand the Bible a lot better than I could ever do on my own, and reveal to me God’s will. I pray/talk to Him all the time now, according to Paul, he talks to God for me after I’m done. Since, I’ll never be able to pray perfectly, the Holy Spirit steps in and re-prays the prayer for me, as sort of the reviser and editor of it.

Did I record that verse about the Holy Spirit praying our place in my notes? Let me check…Good news, I did!! It is Romans 8:26 that says, “In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express” (NIV). The Bible really does stand out a lot more. I have grown to respect it and hold it in authority. First, I read it to seek God before I became a Christian during my grade 8 year (a very dark moment in my life), then I became a Christian and started to read as more casual reading. Over the years I learned to read it naturally, and thanks to sites like Brio Magazine, Dare 2 Share, and Answers in Genesis, I have learned to uphold it as God’s Word and truth from the very first verse. Now I will find information in it about God, life, the universe and everything thanks to the Holy Spirit!! Dare 2 Share refers to the Bible as the Holy Spirit’s blog, because all Scripture is…let me find the verse…found it!! OK, 2Timothy 3:16 says, “All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness.” Remember how I said that the Holy Spirit is also known as the Breath of God? Well here is another example. Also, since John 1:1 calls Jesus the Word of God, the Bible was spoken through Him. It’s like The Father is the supervisor/boss, Jesus speaks the words, and the Holy Spirit writes it (through men, yes, but they were still inspired by God). I’ll never compromise the Holy Spirit’s blog (aka the Bible on BibleGateway) again!!!

Let’s see, what else…(I don’t want to miss anything)…Oh yeah, I also learned the difference between the Force and the Holy Spirit: A loving, giving leading Person who I can talk to and rely upon OR an impersonal energy field that could help us qualify for the cirque du soleil. I pick the loving, giving leading Person (considering the Force doesn’t even exist and it has a good and a bad side, at least the Holy Spirit has one nature/side: perfect combination of holiness).

I think that that’s it... If you’re wondering why this is long, it’s because I am describing God the Holy Spirit. I could probably write a book that goes from here to heaven about God, so I needed more space. I’m also writing it so that people will (especially Christians) will start to see the Holy Spirit like I’m starting to now. I think He’s cool!!! (Among other things)

Part II: How do I get plugged into the power of the Holy Spirit?
The best way to summarize what I’ve been learning about that is by showing you a letter that the Holy Spirit sent to me (and all Christians) through dare 2 share’s Soul Fuel (I think it’s cool):
Letter from Me to the Holy Spirit:

Dear Holy Spirit,
Wow-that sounds kinda weird- ‘Dear Holy Spirit’. I mean saying (or writing) ‘Dear Jesus’ or ‘Dear Father; feels normal, but I guess that’s the point- right? Because last week I learned about You- that you are God, a real Person, and a real friend that lives inside my soul.
I guess it’s that last part that really got through to me- the fact that you live inside me and want to be my friend. That totally makes sense- because as God you know everything about me- more than my family- more than my other friends- even more than I know about myself! And as a real Person, you know everything I’m going through- the good, the bad, and yes, even the ugly. You feel joy when I feel joy. Pain when I feel pain. You even know when I’m lonely and feel like I don’t have a friend in the world.
But I do- and it’s you.
So here’s my question. How do I get this whole friendship thing going? After all, you are invisible, you don’t speak to me out loud- and I’m pretty sure you don’t speak to me out loud- and I’m pretty sure you don’t even have a my space page! So how do I ‘connect’ with Someone who I can’t see or hear???
Help- and thanks-
vadess40

Re: Letter from Me to the Holy Spirit
Dear vadess40,
Wow! Thank you so much for writing! Yeah, I know it might feel strange calling me ‘Holy Spirit’, but the more you talk to me, the more comfortable it will feel. Or- if you didn’t know this, I have other names you could use like Helper and Counselor- or just call me Friend!
Speaking of being your Friend, I can’t wait to grow deeper in our friendship! I know it’s a little different than other relationships in some ways since (like you said) I’m invisible and don’t speak to you out loud- but I think you’ll find that since I live inside you and ‘speak’ directly to your soul, those issues won’t get in the way of our friendship.
So, here’s my answer. To get our relationship going, you need to practice three things that I’ll call the ABC’s to connecting with God. If you add these three habits to your life on a regular basis, your life will be anything but regular. In fact, I think you’ll find that a friendship with me will take you places you never thought probable, and give you peace that you never believed possible.
Ready? OK- the ABC’s are: Ask, Breathe and Communicate
First let’s talk about ask. Basically, even though I am God and I am all powerful, I will not *make you* have a friendship with me. You are free to choose to let me fill you and control you, and you are free to simply be satisfied with your salvation and leave it at that. I have to tell you, though, that going through life without Me is the worst choice you could make. I’ve been around long enough (forever actually) to see that you humans simply don’t do well all by yourselves. As well, it’s impossible to live the Christian life without me. So that’s why I wrote this in my Book:
“Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit.” (Ephesians 5:18, NIV).
What I’m saying here is ask me to fill and control your life. Ask me to guide and direct you…shield and protect you. Ask me to deepen our friendship. Ask. Ask. Ask…then ask again. Keep on asking, because every time you sin, you make a choice to ‘unplug’ from my power and presence…which leads me to the next step:
Breathe
I know you don’t need to be reminded to breathe- that sort of comes naturally for air breathing people. What I’m talking about is spiritual breathing. Here’s how it works-
When you know you’ve messed up, exhale what you’ve done by confessing (admitting) it:
Again- from my Book:
“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness” (1John 1:9).
The moment you realize you have sinned, simply tell the Father about it and admit that you were wrong. It`s not like He (and me too) don’t know about it already, and the longer you wait to exhale, the less you’ll be living in my power.
After you exhale, it’s time to...you guessed it...inhale! Ask me to fill you again and be on your way living in mu power and deepening our friendship.
That is until you sin again. Then you need to breathe again. Breathe in. Breathe out. Lather. Rinse. Repeat.
One more letter- and this is the key:
Communicate:
Just like any other friendship-we need to talk. So talk to me early and often. Tell me what’s good, what’s bad, what’s confusing you. I’m never too busy to listen, and I’ll never grow tired of your voice...I made you- remember?
Oh-yeah and let me talk to you through the Bible. The words of the Bible are not the words of men...they are mine. They are living and active, and I will make them come alive and active in your life.
I hope this helps- and I look forward to deepening our friendship. In fact, I’m going to stop writing so we can start living the awesome life God the Father designed for you, Jesus purchased for you, and I guide for you!
Love,
Your Friend- The Holy Spirit


(Taken from dare 2 share Soul Fuel article!)

Spiritual breathing sounds cool, but I sometimes (OK a lot of times) forget to ask the Holy Spirit to fill me in the morning. My mind is turned off for a good chunk of the morning, so it makes sense why I wouldn’t remember to. So, I gave the Holy Spirit permission to fill me anyway (OK, I asked Him/permitted Him) in the morning. I told Him that I know He’ll work on the memory part, so unless I like sin before bed, He can stay with me all night (to keep my dreams good and all) and to fill me in the morning. The Holy Spirit is good at helping me to remember, so I’m sure He’ll help me to do that over time!

Time…that’s the one downside to it (well, in my human opinion) to this friendship: it takes time, a life time to be in fact. Time can be good, but it can also be long (and boring). However, I don’t think God is a God of boredom (the Bible disproves that), so I cannot wait to see how, how… Hmmm….Hmmm….Hmmm…cool God can be (Hey, cool is not used in the Bible and I wanted to try a word that I use to describe God that’s more 21st century like. Besides, I don’t think God minds when I say that He’s cool. Anybody who thinks differently has no taste whatsoever, and needs to read the Bible more often!). Ooh, I’m getting all warm and fuzzy…Yep, God likes it when I call Him cool… That’s good, because He is (among other things).

Why am I talking about this and getting off topic? Because I am weird, God made me weird, and I’m weird!!! You know, I think that I’m weird because God’s weird. Think of all the stereotypes that the world puts God under? You know like good works will ‘earn’ God’s love, or how…He’s just some guy sitting up on some throne in heaven only caring about the big, bad stuff that happens on Earth. and couldn't care less about our puny little needs, Yet, the God I’ve come to know (and love) crushes all of those stereotypes/assumptions about Him. Like, when Jesus was on Earth, no one said, “Look at this well respected teacher. He does everything expected of Him… I mean look, He even beat up the big, bad Romans and became King of Israel…” Nah! He did and said the opposite of ‘normal’. Right from what He said, to the fact that He was sinless. Face it, ‘normal’ for us humans is being sinful, we’re sinners! (Yes, even if we just break one of God’s laws once… Why? Because just like if someone were to break our human law once, they are automatically criminals, if we break God’s laws we are automatically sinners. If you don’t believe me, go to Genesis 2-3 and tell me how many laws/commands did Adam and Eve have to break in order to be kicked out of the garden and drive this world from God’s perfect creation to a sin-fallen world full of death, disease, suffering and other stuff and you’ll see my point: we’re bad, we’re sinners, and Jesus was sinless, so He was ‘weird’).

In a way I am weird according to the Bible, because I am now a Christian and am being restored to what God had intended for Him and me to be: in an unbroken relationship which sin (Adam’s and my own) have wrecked…

Holy Spirit, could you tell the Father (and Jesus) that I am glad that You Guys are the perfect combination of love and holiness? You Guys do all of this nice/loving stuff for us, instead of dragging us all to hell like we deserve, and then you still stick around even though I can be one of the biggest screw ups this side ‘After Eden’. Not only that but yo gave us free will, in a sense you let us choose to go to Hell or to spend eternity with you… See, God is not ‘normal’ (because He doesn’t do what would be the ‘normal’/expected course of action in this situation), He’s weird…Like me (both spiritually, and in personality)…Good, because normal is boring, and would cause us all mortals to be annihilated due to us breaking God’s law and would never stand up in trial due to all of the evidence piled up against us…
Is this about my findings on the Holy Spirit or about me just babbling… I dunno… Maybe both…If my mom were to read this she’d be shaking her head at me… Maybe it’s me telling you what I’ve found out, babbling, and me telling God that I think that He’s the coolest, and weirdest Being in the universe (and separate from it), and I love Him just the way He is. I don’t want to complain about stuff like, “Why must all women receive the same punishment for something that Eve did”, or, “Why do you let pain, death and suffering into this world…”

Well, OK, the last one is a good question, but since we rebel against Him, I think that we deserve to be in a world with pain, death and suffering. Since, we were the ones who chose to rebel against God (who still does nice things for us), and I think that the fact that we are still here is an awesome demonstration of His mercy. So, I think you people should read Ken Ham’s book (AIG’s founder) about it and stop blaming bad stuff on God. I mean in order to save us, instead of condemn us, He had to come (as Jesus) to die and take our punishment so that we could be restored. If anything, I’d say we should feel sad for Him…No, not sad, but…More humble and submissive towards Him, because if anybody suffered the most out of all this it was Him!!

God is saying to me right now, “Calm down, finish and post this, and go to bed.” It just makes me mad, because people like to blame somebody else for our own condition (which is sin), and they blame it on you… Sure, I’ve asked God why He gave me my nonverbal learning disability…but I don’t think it was out of anger or because I was looking for someone to blame for it. Hey, I found out because I made some guy my idol so, it was more my fault for the whole situation (and NOT GOD’s). OK, I’ll stop now, or else I’ll be here all night.

There's nothing like telling God you love Him, by wishing you could take sin and ground it to a pulp… Or shoot like I do my enemies on my video games. The top 3 things I hate beyond all reason in this world: 1. Sin 2. Satan 3. Alcohol… I think sin and Satan are on the same level, because in order to be defeated Jesus had to come to die (something I appreciate and am pist off about beyond all reason... I say pist off because all the other not-so-impolite words are understatements), luckily Jesus had to rise from the dead to defeat them too which He did with flying colours!!

OK, I’m done!!

Bye, bye!!

Love you Momzie and all of the folks at home!! (Yes, I call my mom, "momzie"! If you've got a problem with that, then talk to my lawyer!)

Friday, May 23, 2008

Prayer/Praise Requests

Missionary Log 200805.23,

Alright, today I am going to post up prayer/praise requests for the project and projects around the world. (I'll be posting up a summary of what I'm up to on Sunday). So, Here goes....
Halifax Project- From Kin Wing Tsui:
Prayer:
Deeper Conversations with Friends: We've been blessed to have started many relationships with people here, and now we would like to take hold of opportunities to present the gospel and discuss with them about it. Pray for meaningful spiritual conversations with our non-Christian friends.
New Contacts: We have done most of our outreaches on campus and in rez, but we would like to take the gospel out to our workplaces and to the city. Pray that we will meet non-Christians in those places.
10 lives changed, 5 students involved: The staff here have set goals for the project - to see 10 people come to Christ and be followed up, and 5 students get involved in the C4C ministry in Halifax this coming year through the project.
Praise:
Jobs: Praise God that 15 out of the 16 projectiles here have officially found jobs; 3 of them, however, are employed by a place that may not have work for them for another few weeks, and they are considering looking for another job. Pray that God will guide them to workplaces that He has prepared for them.
Santiago Project- From Wesley Hynd
Pray for our campus-wide outreach here in Santiago on Monday!!! We're having a huge concert complete with testimonies from Panamanians and Canadians, a Gospel presentation, and the Lifehouse drama performed by our Canadian team and one of the Panamanian leaders here!!! It's going to be intense!!! We're advertising/organizing on very short notice, so pray for students to come, to hear, and to be saved!!!
Also, pray for the students who are stepping up into leadership in the movement here. Pray for them to see God's vision for their campus, to be gripped by it, and for a truly multiplying discipleship chain to explode the movement here!!! God is at work!!!
Calgary Project- From John
The staff have chosen the students that will be taking over the leadership of the project so they can begin to train them before they leave. If you could pray for the new servant team that they would be spirit led and full of the wisdom of God to help them lead the project according to His will that would be great. Also that we would get along well and be able to work effectively and efficiently.This coming Saturday we are going out to do various MDA's so pray that peoples hearts are open and that God has prepared them for us. Also that we wouldn't miss anyone and that we would be filled with courage and boldly proclaim God's word.It's an exciting time and the people here are really great.
Personal Requests
  • That I found a part time job at the island beach co.
  • That I find another part time job that can work around the two
  • I am developping a good, and solid relationship with the Holy Spirit. I will be posting notes on my study soon. Pray that the Holy Spirit and I will develop a good friendship and that I learn to rely on His power more and more.
  • Pray that I develop relationships with a non-Christian and see one person come to Christ.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Missionary Log 200805.10

Missionary Log 200805.10:

So, one week has been complete in our mission. I have met a lot of people who are serious about their faith and we have already started to reach out to people.

We are mostly supposed to work during the day between 8:30AM-5:00PM because we have training/outreach to do everyday (except Tuesday). On Mondays we have the weekly meeting where we worship, share about our outreach successes and we learn something about being a Christian and reaching out to people. On Tuesdays it is free time and food groups*, Wednesdays are when we have our discipleship groups (Bible Study), Thursdays are when we have our food groups* again and a Social, and on Fridays we have "Free Time With A Purpose"*.

I am now working at the Island Beach Company that is situated right next to Pier 21 which is where the cruise ship tourists and crew get off. I helped them set up the store between May 5-May 8. It was fun. They have a very professional attitude and they do know how to control their tongues (aka don't swear every time they open their mouths). That shows that they do value ethics and professionalism. Something that a lot of the people of Zomax lacked.

So, I really do love being around other Christians. It is really nice to be with people who share my values and enjoy doing what I like to do. One of them is the fact that they do not automatically shout "Let's break out the booze and get this party started!" like some people I know. This just proves that you do not need alcohol to have fun, besides the Bible condemns irresponsible drinking and getting drunk every chance you get. Yes I know that the Bible says that Jesus did have a glass of wine, but it never mentions Him getting drunk. Why? Because the scriptures in the Old Testament condemn that.

OH, I forgot, the people I am referring to have a tendency to pick and choose which parts of the Bible work in their favour and then reject the parts that don't and determine they cannot be Scripture. It makes me wonder whether or not those people really can call themselves a Christian since their word is clearly put above God's Word and their authority over His authority...

I'm sure they're not the only ones. I mean people try to mix man's fallible word with God's infallible Word since the 1800's when the Church rejected Genesis 1-11 to be religious myths, not really history or irrelevant. See Answers in Genesis in order to see that I am correct. However, I am not like them and I do not reject Genesis but I think it is actual history. My big reason? Jesus in many passages, including Matthew 24:37, “As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be at the coming of the Son of Man” (NIV) and Luke 11:51, “from the blood of Abel to the blood of Zechariah, who was killed between the altar and the sanctuary. Yes, I tell you, this generation will be held responsible for it all"(NIV). If Jesus says that Genesis is real history from Genesis 1:1 to the last verse in Genesis 50, and Jesus never lied, then it must be real history. I always trust Jesus above anyone else, so I now no longer accept the evolutionary theory as fact.

Go to Answers in Genesis and you'll see that evolution is not worth your time!!

So, yesterday during Free Time With A Purpose, I got to watch the movie called 'Sister Act' and a lot of other students came out to watch it! It is such a good movie, and about 8 new people came out. One of them is a girl who became a Christian through last years project and she is also a gamer!!! Yes, a girl who plays video games (they are a rare member of our species, it is unbelievable).

Today I went through the city with 2 other girls to do surveys and ask people around about the city. Only the last 3 questions were more specific to Christianity, but we did get to share the gospel with girl (Praise the Lord!). She didn't accept Jesus, because she wasn't ready to make the decision but we let her keep the "Would You Like to Know God Personally?" booklet that we use to share the gospel with people and we encouraged her to read the Bible and and she will be in our prayers too.

Other than that, I think that that is it. Oh, I forgot, I did find a Church called Deep Water that runs in the movie theatre in the mall. I really did enjoy going there, and I think I'll stick to it. So, I cannot wait to go tomorrow!

So, that's it. Keep me in your prayers and I'll see you in August.

God Bless!

Missionary Log 200805.1

Missionary Log 200805.1:

I am now sitting in my room, 0301a of the Rice's building at St. Mary's University. The journey of the past 9 months (September-April) has been long and with its trials. However, the Lord has seen me through and tomorrow I will begin my training to reach the people of Halifax.
I took the train to arrive here I left on April 30 at 15:10 and I did not arrive until 18:30 the next day. At first I thought I wouldn't even catch my train to Montreal, due to complications with a job I got working with the Campus Safety Department. However, despite red lights and the traffic of Ottawa rush hour, the Lord's hand was upon me and I made it. The good bye between me and my mom was short but I did thank her for allowing the Lord to be my parent this summer and guide me on this journey despite her objections. And again, I thank you mom, the Lord won't let you (or me) down!
And then I was off on the Canadian Railway lines headed to Halifax. I always loved taking the train because of how it is a very and smooth way to travel and it is a part of Canadian history. I, however, had no time to ponder this as I pulled my laptop out and attempted to get my mind off my tears. This is, after all, the first time I have ever done something completely on my own and at first I was afraid and nervous. However, with the Lord's comfort and strength, I overcame it and focused on my journey.
The ride to Montreal was smooth and my dinner at the MacDonald's at the station was filling. The train was due to leave at 18:30h. I registered my two suitcases and then I got pop and chips for the trip and I waited patiently for it at around 17:57 (boarding was at 18:00). Although we didn't board until 18:10 something went wrong just before 18:30- the engine needed to be replaced. According to the attendants it would take at least half and hour, but that stretched into 2 hours. We weren't out of there until 20:30. That meant we would be late getting into Halifax, but I was more concerned with trying to get some shut-eye.
I got to sleep at around 00:30, and I could feel the train start, stop and then go back words a few times. My hope was to wake up in New Brunswick, in the geographical area of my birth (I was born and raised in Charlottetown for 11 years), but I discovered that we were still in Quebec. I was up at 05:00 to see the sun rise (sort of, due to cloud cover) and to enjoy a bran muffin with apple juice. Then I went back to sleep for a little while, with full knowledge that we weren't going to be their by 16:20. The good news is that I can be reimbursed by 50% of the travel fair for the return trip. I think I will take them up on that offer because, despite the delays of this one, I still love the train!
During the day I did play Star Wars: Galactic Battlegrounds on my computer but I also studied the next section my Bible Study booklet Prayer: An Adventure With God. I learned about how if we remember that God is on our side, than we can face anything because nothing is impossible with God. I only have 5 more studies in it to do and then I'll have to purchase another one. I think I'll get the one about integrity. God has highlighted the fact that I lie way too easily. I do not want to be a woman who speaks lies, but speaks truth because Jesus (the love of my life) is truth. Therefore, I want to learn more on what the Bible says on integrity. Today, I looked up verses on the issue of lying/integrity and here is a sample of what I found:
Psalm 5:6, “You destroy those who tell lies; bloodthirsty and deceitful men the Lord abhors.”
Proverbs 12:19, “Truthful lips endure forever, but a lying tongue lasts only a moment.”
Proverbs 10:9, “The man of integrity walks securely, but he who takes crooked paths will be found out.”
Proverbs 20:23, “The Lord detests differing weights, and dishonest scales do not please him.”
Proverbs 12:22, “The Lord detests lying lips, but He delights in men who are truthful.”
It is clear from theses passages what God thinks about truth and that He hates lying. It's weird, that I do not like being lied too either but yet I still lie. For instance, I told my mom that I had lost my Game boy Advance SP. However I really sold it in order to get money for my Halifax trip but that money I ended up spending to go out for dinner; instead of asking mom for money because she already spent a lot for me. I also sold my Final Fantasy V game and my Civilization IV: Warlords and Rome: Total War Games. Why? Because I wanted to make money, but I wasn't as solid as I was now about how I should spend it. So, now my mom will probably read this and she now knows the truth, I hope and ask that she forgives me because I really do want to change my sinful habit of deceit.
That was about it for what I did on the train.
So, myself and another participant, arrived at 18:30- too late to enjoy Mexi Calli Rosa's but enjoyed a lovely Subway meal and to be their in time for the welcome message. There we worshipped, prayed, broke some of the ice and learned a little about why we are here. The one thing I must always remember is that I am here because of Jesus. Jesus is the reason that I am here in Halifax to preach the good news and to grow in my faith. For Jesus said, "a part from me you can do nothing" (John 14.27, NIV). Which reminds me, I need to continuing my research in to the Holy Spirit, the third member of the trinity I don't know as much about, as I could. Being filled with the Holy Spirit is the only way I can live for Jesus and remain in Him as Jesus explained in John 14. So, I think I may get a Bible Study on that too.
And now it is 00:09 AST and my roommate, missionaria40*, is now tired and we must arise at 07:00 in order to prepare for the training that awaits us. I will look forward to what the C4C staff have in store for us.
*Due to the secrecy of this web site and for the protection of my roommate, missionaria40 is her official network identity.We cannot afford to have our identities revealed on the internet for we cannot let our enemies' missionaries discover our plan of action and disrupt our operations.

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